It's a beautiful day outside today, and you've just woken up for school! It's 7:00 and you don't have to leave until 8:00. [[Sleep in until 7:30]] [[Get out of bed now]]You accidentally slept until 7:45! You've better get out of bed now if you want to make it to school on time! [[Get out of bed->Get out of bed now]]Woah, the world is so blurry! Better put in your contacts. But which eye to put in first? [[put in right contact and then left]] [[put in left contact and then right]]Good choice! You've been putting your right contact in before your left for almost 9 years! By doing this, your day is going to be pretty good. Nothing terribly great is going to happen, but nothing awful is going to happen either. Let's keep getting ready! [[go to the bathroom]] [[get dressed]]Uh oh! You haven't put your left contact in before your right in almost nine years! By doing this, your day is going to be either the worst day of your life, or fantastic! You better hope its the latter. Time to keep going with your day! [[go to the bathroom]] [[get dressed]]You're in the bathroom, but it's dark. [[turn on the light]] [[get ready in the dark]]Sounds good! What would you like to wear today? [[wear a blue shirt and jeans]] [[wear a yellow shirt and jeans->wear a blue shirt and jeans]]That wasn't right. Do it again. [[flick the lightswitch again]]Weird choice, but alright! [[close the bathroom door]]Still not right. Again. [[flight the lightswitch a third time]]You didn't do it right. Try it again. [[open and close the bathroom door again]]That still wasn't right. Again. [[open and close the bathroom door a third time]](text-style:"bold","blur","expand","rumble")[NO. YOU'RE DOING IT ALL WRONG. WRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONG. KEEP GOING.] [[flick the lightswitch againagainagagainagainagainagauinagaianauaigainagaianagain]](text-style:"bold","blur","expand","rumble")[NO. YOU'RE DOING IT ALL WRONG. WRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONG. KEEP GOING.] [[open and close the bathroom door over and over and over and over and over and over]]You look great! [[strike a pose in the mirror]](text-style:"bold","blurrier","expand","rumble")[AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN] [[AGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAVAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAUN]]Good. That one was right. You can stop now. After using the bathroom, it's time to get dressed! [[wear a green shirt and jeans]] [[wear a red shirt and jeans->wear a green shirt and jeans]]Good. By saying this, you have prevented your dad from getting into a car accident and dying. You know this is not rational. It does not matter. [[begin walking to the bus stop]]You didn't say i love you and see you this afternoon. Why didn't you say it. He's going to die because of you. [[...]]Why wouldn't you say goodbye?? Now he's going to die and it's going to be your fault. [[...]]There will be a car accident on his way to work. He will die. You will never see him again and it's going to be all your fault all your fault (text-style:"shudder")[all your fault all your fault all your fault all your fault all your fault all your fault all your fault all your fault.] (text-style:"bold","rumble")[YOU'RE A MONSTER] [[go back and say it->say goodbye, i love you, see you this afternoon]]It's now 8:00 and it's time to leave for the bus stop! Your dad calls goodbye to you as you leave. [[say goodbye, i love you, see you this afternoon]] [[say goodbye]] [[say nothing]]You look great! Time to go to the bathroom! [[go into the bathroom]]Right foot, left foot. Right foot, left foot. Right foot, left foot. Right foot- Oops! You did your right foot twice in a row! [[go back and step over that crack again with your left foot]] [[ignore it and keep walking]]Your friend Lauren is here to walk with you! You guys begin talking about your school day and the latest drama around school. Apparently Lucy's boyfriend has been cheating on her with Amber and she just found out. As you guys are walking, you take note of the many sidewalk cracks. [[make sure you're alternating which foot is stepping over the cracks]]Lauren looks at you weirdly as you walk back, but doesn't say anything. You go to put your left foot over the crack, but it doesn't feel (text-style:"bold","expand")[right.] [[do it again]] [[give up and keep walking]]NO. That's not RIGHT. It's not RIGHT. Don't you know what will happen if you don't go back???? Don't you realize that if you don't keep things even your friends will get hurt and it will be your fault?????? You're so (text-style:"bold","expand")[AWFUL] and (text-style:"bold","expand")[DISGUSTING] and (text-style:"bold","expand")[EVIL] What is wrong with you? [[do it again.->go back and step over that crack again with your left foot]]Lauren begins to look frustrated as you step over the crack again. It still isn't right. Why isn't it right???? [[try it again]]Lauren rolls her eyes at you and asks if you're coming or not. You can tell she's irritated with you. You do this at least once a week, if not more. [[do it one more time]]Luckily this time it feels right. You walk back to Lauren. She sighs and asks why you're so fucking weird. You know you are! You don't want to be this way. Why are you so annoying?? Why can't you just be (text-style:"bold","expand")[normal?????] [[laugh it off awkwardly]] [[shrug and say that you don't know->laugh it off awkwardly]] You can try to pretend there's nothing wrong with you, but there is. Thereisthereisthereisthereis. You hate yourself. You (text-style:"bold")[HATE] yourself. You will spend the rest of the day making sure that you're stepping on the different colored tiles in your school with the same foot and going back to touch your locker in a certain place and zipping and rezipping your backpack until it's right and making sure to follow the rules you've created for yourself to prevent disaster. You will do this for the rest of your life. You have OCD.NONONONONONO. THATS NOT RIGHT. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE RISKING???? YOUR FRIENDS WILL DIE AND IT WILL BE ALL YOUR FAULT.(text-style:"bold","expand","rumble")[GO BACK AND DO IT AGAIN UNTIL IT'S RIGHT.] [[do it again]]You're in the bathroom, but it's dark. [[flick the light on]] [[try and get ready in the dark]]That wasn't right. Do it again. [[flick the light switch again]]Double-click this passage to edit it.(text-style:"bold","blur","expand","rumble")[NO. YOU'RE DOING IT ALL WRONG. WRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONG. KEEP GOING.] [[flick the lightswitch againagainagagainagainagainagauinagaianauaigainagaianagainagain]]Still not right. Again. [[flight the light switch a third time]](text-style:"bold","blurrier","expand","rumble")[AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN] [[AGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAVAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAN]]Good. That one was right. You can stop now. It's now 8:00 and it's time to leave for the bus stop! Your dad calls goodbye to you as you leave. [[say goodbye, i love you, see you this afternoon]] [[say goodbye]] [[say nothing]](text-style:"bold","blurrier","expand","rumble")[OERANDOVERANDOVERANDOVERANDPVERANDOVERANDOVERANDOVERANDOVERANDOVERANDOVER] [[OVERANDOVERANDOVERNAODOVERANDOEVRANDVOERVANDOERANDOEVRANDBVEROANDVEORVANDNEVRANDBOEVR->AGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAVAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAINAGAUN]]